So, yesterday I
told Master that I was very horny. Due to my physical situation, I
actually do not get hard like that very often. When I orgasm, it is
because of stimulation of my prostate. Well, which I had yesterday.
But that had stopped, Master had taken the dildos out when he
unstrapped me. But I was still horny, even after walking around,
tidying up, getting ready for bed, sitting writing my diary.
I hardly ever
come by using hands on my penis. Last night I could have done. Master
put my hands into mitts and put me to bed, tucking the blanket in. I
could still rub myself a little, but I did not come. Of course I had
my belt on. Well, this morning I had to change my sheet. But that
happens often enough anyway. Master send me a message later, I will
get punished tonight. He had seen the sheet in the wash. What is with
him? He is being so forceful again. But I like it!
After school I
came home for lunch, Master was out. He had hung the sheet up to dry
and put a new one on my bed already. I went to yoga. Often we go for
a drink afterwards, but I thought I better get home. Master was at
home and made me my shake and made sure I had something to eat. He
told me to cook him dinner, he had only had a sandwich for lunch. I
sat with him for dinner, he had made me my shake. I was waiting for
him to instruct me with my punishment. He acted as if nothing had
happened. We were talking and then he wanted to sit and watch a quiz
show on tv. We sometimes like to watch it, it is a general knowledge
quiz and I can practise my Swedish. When it was finished he ordered
me into the playroom. He told me to get undressed. He put my hands
into hanging mitts and hooked my arms up. I had to stretch a little
to be able to stand. He put a spreader between my legs. I was still
able to put my whole foot down, but was stretched. He took my belt
off and put a cock ring on with some weights attached. He had
prepared that. It was not too bad, but a very uncomfortable
sensation. He took my plug out. The way he tossed it on the floor I
knew it was gone for the night at least. Funny really, for me being
not plugged is something negative. If Master takes it out, or orders
it out, then it is negative. Sometimes I decide to not have it
in, maybe I am sore, or I want to be ready for Master, but that is a
positive thing.
He flicked the
string with the weights, it started to pull and tug. He stood back
and watched me. I was not blindfolded or gagged. We looked at each
other, I tried not to show how uncomfortable I was or make a sound.
From time to time he moved the weights. I could see he enjoyed
watching me.
He moved behind
me and touched me, stroking my back. My shoulders were hurting a
little from having my arms stretched above my head. He touched my
shoulders muscles and it was not nice. It made me jump a little,
which caused the weights to swing. Aargh!! Still standing behind me,
he was playing with my nipples. I could feel his hard penis against
my butt. I wanted him so much! He fingered me a little, I was moaning
and pressed against him. So he moved around and started kissing me,
hard. I did not get a chance to respond. He suddenly withdrew and
left the room. I was all aroused with nowhere to go. I was sweaty.
Master came back with a drink, he had a straw in the glass for me. He
took a chair and sat down in front of me. He had undressed and put
his boots on! I did not know they are even here. He looked so sexy!
He was stroking his dick, I wanted to take it into my mouth so
desperately. He was teasing me, asking me if I liked what I saw, did
I want to do this and did I want to do that? I knew he expected me to
say only “yes, master”. Finally he came and released my arms,
ordered me on my knees and I only needed a very short time to get him
off. He said to me: Good boy, this is how we have fun! Not by
yourself! You are mine and your pleasure is mine! Understood!
He of course
knew very well that last night had been an accident, but as I had
mentioned I had been horny he had to take action. And I very much
enjoyed our scene. He told me to clean up, have a wash and then he
had arranged to Skype with Ruth. Oh, great. Who does that, have a hot
session with their Master and then speak to their mother! On video
chat!
We did not talk
long, the connection was not very good. We have arranged for Ruth to
come here for Easter. She will work out the details of flights etc
with Master. Master thinks we should organise her an upgrade, and we
will pay for that. Master allowed me to write my diary, but it is
time for bed now. Of course I am belted again now, but the plug is
out. I have washed it and put it away safely. I feel so empty, but I
am quite tired, so should be able to sleep ok.
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