What will happen?

I had my usual Tuesday, and I kept busy to stop myself thinking too much. Yesterday Master and I were both reading, he fancied one of my books. He wanted me to sit on the sofa with him, and finally we both put our books away and were kissing and getting it on. I guess the darkness brings people together, I wonder if the birthrate is higher than usual in November and December. Well, we were enjoying ourselves when I suddenly had the image from the security footage in my mind. When our tenants got it on on the sofa in full rubber doll outfits. Sadly, I was soo put off. I told Master and he went flaccid as well. We both got up and did something else. Master brought up the topic, we had decided to stay at the flat a shorter period really, but then with him breaking his hand etc it was easier being here. He asked me when we should move back to the house. Or did I want to be here? What are we going to do with the flat once we move back to the house? I told him I need time to process it. It has been quite full on for me as well the last week or so.

Today I had some time at the Centre to think it over. I enjoyed being at the flat, but it was not home. I have very fond memories, I am glad that we mainly lived at the flat when I first moved here, but now we belong in the house. We have invested in it, made it our own. I told Master on the way home from meditation about my decision. He admitted he has thought about it all day as well, and feels like me. That is as far as we have come. We do not want to think about the rest of the future.

Master had another session at the tattoo studio today. He had Sven with him as support.