A normal day for, or is it?

We are back from meditation and had our usual catch up over some tea at home. This morning I woke Master and then left for school, so have not seen him all day. It was our first day back after the holidays, our teacher gave us an outline of the last 2 months before the exam. It is going to be hard. It is real now. For most of my class mates it is so important to pass well, their anxiety transferred onto me. Of course I want to do well as well, but it is not as important.

I had my sandwiches and went to yoga. Then I came to the Center. We just got on with our work, usually we do not talk much in the kitchen. We chatted over dinner. Of course they asked about my mother's visit. It kind of got on top of me. I asked to have a chat with B, and he had time. I brought up my fight with Owe. B made me understand Owe's reaction. I was late for meditation, I had taken some time by myself. In the break it was my turn to help with tea. Master must have thought I avoided him, especially as I did not come back for the 2^nd part. I just did not feel well. Physically and mentally. I went into another room and laid down. I dozed off for a while, and felt much better later.

I waited for Master and I was expecting the questions about my whereabouts. He did not ask!

I explained now. Tonight was not the time to try to have the big talk.

Master went clothes shopping today, he has been restless the last 2 days. He bought me a top. He said he hopes it is ok for him to do that. It is very nice, and I appreciate it. He has a good taste and likes me to look stylish. I have no sense what looks good and do not like clothes shopping for hours.