Today was busy, I
am snatching a few moments to write my diary. Owe wants to have some
time with me tonight. I want it too. He has given me my diary back
earlier. He has read it. We have not talked about it. He just
thanked me again for trusting him with it.
I had school and
came home for lunch. Owe had something ready. I then went to yoga and
had a quick drink with Sabine at the gym. I do not know much about
her past, she thinks the here and now and future matters. The past
shapes us, and if a friend or partner knows about experiences which
have shaped us, it is important. But sometimes that information can
be used negatively. I think that is one reason why I did not want to
tell Owe. Robert used his knowledge about me and my quirks to
“torture” me sometimes. Although I do not think Owe would ever
do that. I think he suffered a bit with his Master, but like me was
unable to stop it, out of false loyalty or love. Because we are
slaves, submissive, we are supposed to take it? Sometimes I am in the
mood to be a masochist, but that relates more to physical pain. Not
mental pain.
I spoke to my
teacher, our group is not on holiday next week. We are mainly doing
revision now, so I can do that on my own, and she will correct it.
She has asked me to write a report about my week, specialising about
the farm. It will be a good exercise for me.
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