A review

It is Sunday morning. I am sitting at the small table. I have done yoga.

So. Yesterday. Coming back. It was nice. VEERY nice. The soccer fans did not travel all the way to Stockholm, which I was glad about. They were quite rowdy and I found it intimidating and they invaded my space and I got a bit stressed. I got talking to a nice elderly gentleman afterwards, who complained about the young generation. Just before coming into Central Station we came to a halt and we were 10minutes late. By now I was desperate to see Owe. It was busy on the platform, but I had spotted him from the train. He is so good looking! I am so privileged to be with him!

We took a taxi home, I am glad, as I wanted to be with him and tell him everything! The excitement and my love for him took over from me being anxious. I told him about my little ritual with toy Owe. He had that little smile that he only smiles for me. He was holding my hand and noticed the wedding ring. He commented he was a little surprised I had it on, he had expected me to forget it or loose it. That made me quite angry and I told him off for thinking like that. He apologised.

At home I did notice the very nice flowers immediately. He said they are a “welcome home”.

I will not describe here what happened in the playroom for the next 2 hours or so. It was hot, intense, charged. LOVELY! I never had such intense (?) sex with anyone. Master and I, we are made for each other. He has such energy. The first time was quick. Then we took our time. Oh, it was good!

Afterwards we had a little ceremony to put my collar back on. Master reiterated the rules for me.

God, I love him! It was great to do that! I think he had not planned it, but it was just right!

We had a snack and I wanted to tell him so much about my week! But he had reminded me as a slave I should not unnecessarily speak. So I kept quiet, just about. He noticed and said I had free speech for the rest of the day!

We went to the pizza place for dinner. I had pizza yesterday, but it is ok. It was still early and lots of families were there. Master sat really close to me, which was nice and not nice. We got some funny looks from some of the adults. I did not care, but it was uncomfortable as well. One family especially seemed put out. Their kids were not even paying attention to us!

We talked about my week and Master told me about his. It was nice to sit and listen to him. He got very enthusiastic about that erotic massage lady. That sounds interesting. He says he definitely wants to book her again.

I suddenly got very tired and we came home. I unpacked and got ready for bed. I slept in my room. I think we had had enough of being together. After my interrupted night before I wanted to sleep properly. I did not sleep that well, my pillow was not right. I am very fussy about my bedding! I am a nightmare to travel with! I love hotels who have a pillow menu!

Wow, I have written lots. I think it is time to wake Master.

Going home

I'm in the train. In about 2 hours I will be back in Stockholm. I will miss the country. I have always lived somewhere rural. Although it is nice to have all the facilities nearby in Stockholm. And we are out of town, so it is ok.

Last night I was woken by the cries of the cow. I am surprised Trude did not hear it. I went out to check on her and helped pull her calf out. One hoof had turned back and kind of gotten stuck. I had to put my hand inside her and straighten it. Just then she had a compression. Ouch! After that it was not long for the calf to come out. Cousin turned up, he had noticed my light. He took over and made sure mother and calf were fine. Here they leave them together for the first few days, then they need to be separated so the cow can be milked again. It was another heifer. Bull calves are not welcomed much, this breed is not a good meat provider.

As it was my day for cleaning today, I had a leisurely morning after breakfast. I packed, my clothes had all dried after I washed them Thursday evening. I did not have a time for my train, they go every 2 hours. So when I was ready after my duty, I had a walk around and said goodbye to the animals and the people. Trude took me to the station. I have a packed lunch with me.

I am excited to see Owe, but I am getting anxious again. I do not want to feel this way! What is it that makes me feel like that? Going back to Owe? Being in a city? Our unresolved argument? Life?

My malfunctioning brain? Oh, it is getting busy. Soccer fans!

Toy Owe and a few decisions

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2 more days on the farn

Trude and I went into town to do some shopping and I sent a postcard to Per and Lasse. I am on holiday, that is what you do. I did not send one to Owe, I thought I will see him soon anyway.

Trude is expecting holiday guests on Friday and I helped her get the cottage ready. They are the first guests of the season, so we moved furniture etc. The kids were at home with their mother and their friends, the mother still needs to rest. Trude tried to stop me from moving some items of furniture, she admitted she is under instruction to keep me from overdoing it. I helped with the afternoon milking and cousin stayed for dinner with us and I asked Trude and him about farming and took notes for my report. He has kept a cow in as she will calf soon. It will be her first. The dogs are a bit restless tonight.

Trude called me to join her outside just as I was going to bed. She had been out to check on the cow and there were some Northern lights. We are a bit too far inland and south to have great effect, but it is still an eery experience. Almost alien.

Today the sun has been out and we went to the den. There is a small pond nearby and we looked for frogs and their offspring. We also had some fishing gear with us, but luckily did not catch anything. Kerstin cooked. We found some wild strawberries! It is very early for those! In the afternoon I helped cousin with his fieldwork again, we spread muck on the pasture which was vacated earlier this week and another field further away. Puuh, that smell hangs around! I washed my clothes tonight! The cow which is to become a mother was excited to see her comrades at milking time. I talked with cousin what a strain it is to have to milk twice a day. He said it is not for everyone, to be a dairy farmer. You either love it or don't. He misses it if they – rarely – go away for a few days. We had a few good chats in the milking parlour. He took some photos of me doing the milking, his Farmer's magazine is running a competition. He said the women hate to be photographed, but he wanted a human in the picture. He got a good one when I got drenched as I was preoccupied that I had not noticed the cow next to me getting her tail up for a piss. It is quite astonishing how much mess the cows make while in the parlour. One has to be very careful. I have tried some of the warm milk, it is very nice. Actually, I have had fresh milk with my porridge every morning and I have been fine! I have also tried the suction cups. Cousin found my observations very interesting. Luckily I used my fingers to test it. I would not stick my dick in that!

Trude is out tonight, some social evening at the church hall. She invited me, but I quite enjoy to have some time to myself! It has been quite full on all week! I guess that is what I wanted, get away from my “normal” life.

Hard life on the farm

I slept well after all that work yesterday. The kids were eager to go to the den with me, but I had to put them off for an hour while I did my business. I instructed them to find suitable branches and I would follow. I brought a small saw and some rope and we managed to build a good solid roof. The children collected some ferns which I wove between the branches. I reckon they will have a good den all summer. It started to rain when we came home for lunch. Cousin was annoyed, that meant he had to abandon his job for the afternoon in the field and do the paperwork instead. We had some extra children at the house all afternoon and Trude and I managed to keep them entertained. The kids mother had been taken ill, she is 6 months pregnant, and cousin had taken her to the hospital. Luckily everything is fine, but they are keeping her in for observation. We all had dinner here, spaghetti with sauce. What a mess!

In the evenings I like to have a pretend chat with the cuddly toy, I call it Owe. I have to use all my imagination that it is him, as of course it does not ask any questions, like Owe would do. I miss our dinner talks. I phoned him yesterday to wish him well for his first day at work. I have actually not have had much time to do much thinking. Which is good?

A busy day at the farm

Today I woke up early. I did yoga and then went to the milking parlour. I was explained how everything works and did some cows myself. Although it is busy, it is also quite a relaxing atmosphere. Cows are such calm animals. But they are strong and strong willed. I experienced it when we took them back out to the field. They were to go into a new section of pasture, but refused to walk past the gate where they had been before. It took a lot of coaxing, pushing, pulling and nipping into the ankles by the dogs to get them into the new field. Once they had discovered the clover and other herbs, they were happy. I told cousin about my assignment and if I can ask him some questions, he was happy to explain to me about their farm. He asked me if I can drive a tractor. I have actually never driven one, but thought it would be easy enough. He showed me a simple model. The modern ones are full of computer technology. After a few false starts and near misses I was familiar with the dimensions and the power of the motor and was able to help cousin move the water tank for the cows and a fence. Even the kids helped with the fence. I wondered how he does it by himself, he says it just takes longer. They cannot afford staff, just for the big jobs. Even Trude sometimes helps out with feeding and milking. She often washes the milking parlour.

They have a rare breed of cows which produce a milk high in cream and they sell it to be turned into cream and butter. In summer Trude makes her own butter. It used to be a more mixed farm, but in the 70's they decided to go dairy only. Like in every country, there are farms which are like a factory, and some family businesses which need to specialise to be able to survive. But they say without the income of the holiday cottage they would not be able to keep going. Sad. They also own woodland which needs managing and keeps cousin busy in winter.

The children showed me their den which they built at Easter. It is a very sturdy construction, but they want me to help with the roof. I am taller and can reach. I am the first adult they have allowed to come. What an honour!

Tonight I played with the dogs, all of them. That's 3. They are not used to being played with for so long, and the two older ones lost interest. Dog was eager and and we had a good tumble.

I will sleep well tonight!