I had a stressful
day today.
It started normal,
I woke Master and helped him get ready after breakfast. I was due to
clean myself and I like to have a shower afterwards. Master had
decided to go and check on the house and do some shopping afterwards.
He was out all morning. I had trouble with my guts and finally gave
up. I went to the gym instead. I thought some exercise might help.
There was a guy starting at me, I am not sure what he looked at. My
stoma, my scar, my belt? I was already self conscious as I had my
problem in the morning, and he did not help. My scar has faded quite
a bit, I still use a lotion to help with the appearance. Master likes
to trace them, despite him knowing how self conscious I am of them.
But I am ok with him doing it. Anyway, so when I came home I was
ready to clean myself. I heard the door bell ring and then my phone
went off. A few moments later Master came home. He shouted for me, he
sounded annoyed. Luckily he must have realised what was going on. I
had the door closed, I usually only close it when I clean myself.
When I finally
emerged Master had just put away the groceries. He had tried to get
me to help with the shopping. He gave me a hug and said “Speaking
as your husband, is everything ok?” Meaning why I had needed 2
attempts. He was concerned about me and wanted me to see a doctor. I
got a little upset. I know he means well, but people interfering with
the care of my digestion system get to me. I replied accordingly. My
husband turned to Master again. He set me straight. I love him! And I
told him. He had said it a few minutes earlier, in husband mode.
Well, we were fine. It was a special moment. We decided to go out for
lunch. Afterwards he was quite tired and a bit sore. When we came
home – I do not know how the atmosphere changed – he ordered me
to the chair and we had sex! He caressed and kissed me for a while
and then fucked me in my vagina. He had fingered me in my anus before
and set me up. Oh, it was nice! He ordered me to leave a plug out and
leave the belt off when I got dressed. I felt very loose and empty.
We were both quite tired and went to Master's bed for an hour.
Tonight we had a warm dinner. Master did not eat much either, as we
had a proper meal for lunch. He put me into some restraints and I sat
on the floor while we watched some tv.
I am allowed to
put my belt on and plug in again tomorrow morning. He will put my
hands into restraints so I cannot play with myself tonight. It is
actually not something I do anyway. It just does not work for me.
Being in restraints does it for me though!
Love the blog just wish posts where longer!
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