Reflections

Master has spent a lot of time on the internet the last few days. He does not spend much time on certain sites, and I never have. I know of other blogs and some people who are known in the scene through their internet presence. I was known in the scene, mostly through my porn work. Although I used another name. Robert liked to watch other porn and was in contact with other Masters or people who called themselves that. I am surprised how many readers Master Owe and I get for our blogs.

He has been reading other people's blogs. Seems most of them loose interest after about 18 months and finish after 2 years. So we are doing well. Why write a blog? For us we wanted to document how our relationship develops and how a Master/slave relationship works. Hm, I am getting back to How does a slave behave, what makes a slave? In the end it is very personal.

He says he has listened to a lot of podcasts of NoSafeWord. I know about that show, Robert liked it.

I had my usual Tuesday. I had lunch with some class mates. The girl who asked me last week about my home life enquired how everything is. She seemed genuinely interested so I started to tell her about me. We had a good talk. She was not shocked or too interested. Sometimes you can get these idiots who want to know all the details, especially sex. Well, go onto the internet for that.

I had yoga and then went to the centre. The manager commented I looked much better. We had a very nice evening.

Why did I mention the internet? Well, we seem to have picked up a new reader who has been commenting and I am not happy with his attitude. Master said maybe he asks these questions as this person is just starting to explore; maybe they get off on it. Like, the other day when Master talked to me while I was strapped to the bench. The reader wanted to know what Master said. Yes, it was sexy, it was Master /slave stuff. One, I cannot recall it, two, IT IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. So why did I mention it? Well, it shows that dominance does not have to be physical. I think I said it before, for me the natural authority that Master exudes is what makes him Master. He does not need restraints, he does not need to top me. He is in charge. It is his choice of words. He does not say. Can you get me a drink. It is Get me a drink. To other people it seems rude, to us that is normal.

I thought about blocking this person, but Master wants to give – I guess him – a chance.

Well, enough for today. Master has told me to go to sleep.