It was kind of
intense today. Master and I had our routine this morning. I took care
of him. I would have liked to be fucked as well, but Master had plans
for the day. The Master interested in the flat cancelled the viewing
yesterday, they have re-arranged it for today. Master Owe had a
meeting at the hospital this morning. I have been doing housework. I
am still a bit tired after yesterday. Physically tired. I did yoga
this morning, it helped. I have taken Django out today, he was back
to normal.
Stine and Torben
have a few theories what it could be. He is 11 this year, he is
becoming a senior for his breed. After lunch we went to the flat. We
were there for about 30 minutes before the appointed time to make it
look good. It was fun working with Master on it. We moved the sofa
back to it's original place, that makes the space look bigger. They
want to take the flat. I say “they”. The slave did not say a
word! I have seen very dominant/submissive relationships, like the
couple who come every few months to M/s night. But the energy between
them two did not feel good. I tried to get the slave to talk to me
while Master showed the M around the flat, he just smiled at me or
nodded or shook his head. I know he can speak, but is obviously not
allowed to talk unless told to. I know Master and I try, but I guess
I like to talk. And he lets me, which is nice. And we can talk, when
it matters. This M, he had a negative energy. I could not really pick
anything up from the boy.
Anyway, they are
taking the flat. He has offered a rent we could not refuse. He wants
to buy the specialist furniture as well.
On the way home it
hit me. I am not sure what “it” is/was. I just felt everything
coming on top of me. As if something else took over my body. I had to
concentrate to move. Owe kind of noticed that something was wrong,
put I managed to keep it together while we were in public. At home it
was better, but I felt confused. I was still not myself, I did not
know what to do with myself. I dealt with the laundry, but then I
asked Master for some time out. I had some time in the cage in the
playroom. Master put the baby monitor on. It was nice to be there. In
that space. I was able to concentrate on me. I did not think about
events earlier. I just concentrated on me, my body. I thought about
Master Owe and how I can please him, going forward. When Master came
to fetch me- it was time for me to cook dinner- I felt much better.
After dinner I did some revision for school. Then Master and I played
cards again. He made it fun.
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