I had a bad dream
last night. I cannot remember it, it is better this way. It was about
mum and dad and me leaving, and Robert was there as well. It was very
confusing and I woke up crying. Sometimes crying can be cathartic,
this time it made it worse. I almost did not want to go back to
sleep. I considered to go and sleep in Owe's room, but I did not want
to have to explain in the morning. Yesterday was bad enough with him
having to rescue me from my OCD. I have to get a grip onto this,
first that experience in the cage, now this dream. I am trying to
figure out if something has happened to trigger this. I cannot think
of anything. Master and me are in a very good place. Otherwise I am
good. Mum is looking forward to come. She contacted us last week, she
had received her passport. I can hear Master getting up, better get
breakfast on.
Master did not
mind that I did not wake him, I guess we had enough sex yesterday. We
re-arranged to meet Per and Lasse in town, there is a good restaurant
just in the next street, home style cooking.
We had a good
time. One just needs the correct clothing and good boots. Many people
actually take indoor shoes with them if they visit friends or to go
to work. Most families have slippers for visitors available. One can
get a very iconic style slipper here, I had sent some to BandE my
first winter here. Yesterday Owe had checked on an elderly lady a few
houses down and taken her dogs out for her, we took them out again in
the afternoon. The dogs are some toy breed and were reluctant to go
out. What were they going to do, shit on the carpet? I went again
this afternoon. I definitely want something bigger when we get a dog.
Owe made a comment, what a strain it is to have to walk a dog in all
weathers. I do not mind, yes, sometimes it is not nice, but then the
dog does not want to be out long as well. We have a had a quiet day
at home, Master has taken a break from studying, but I have done some
homework today.
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