Wednesday, 1 June 2016

Bondage and then OCD took over


It is late, but I want to write my diary. It has kind of been an eventful day. I woke up Master and he immediately got up, so no sex this morning! We had breakfast together and the sun was shining so we thought we better make the most of it and went for a walk. I had to clean myself. Sometimes I find it annoying and it is hard, as I have to plan my life kind of around it. I guess I could use bags and then it would be easier, but I was never comfortable with bags. I always felt them and thought people will be able to notice it, even through loose clothing. After I had showered Master called me into the living room and he had gear laid out ready by the post. It was kind of fun when he put me into it. He told me how he wanted me and I was locked and gagged for about an hour. He cooked lunch and used lots of bowls and utensils and made a mess. He did it on purpose. I did get a bit anxious, I could not help it. Master released me in time for lunch and then I cleaned up. He had to leave for a shift quite soon. As he left the wood arrived. They just tip into the drive. I tried to ignore it, but then I thought I make a start at least to stack it in the garage. I stopped and went inside several times, to go to the toilet or get a drink. I always told myself, I can leave the rest. But then I was restless, knowing it was out there and would get wet or might even get stolen. So I did the whole stack. When it was finally done, I was done in. I felt sick. I felt a bit dizzy and for 10minutes or so I was really all over the place. I called Per. He suggested they can come over, which I gladly accepted. He told me to go and lie down. They have a key so they just let themselves in. I was in my room, having a lie down. Per came and checked on me. I was feeling much better so got up and we had a drink, I had my shake. Later we played cards. They just love playing cards! We were so engrossed in it we were still playing when Master came home. I confessed about me stacking all the wood and having been unwell. He was not pleased but he did not tell me off, either. He just said: Well, I guess you learned your lesson! He invited P/L for lunch on Sunday. I am going to bed now. I fell asleep this afternoon, only for 20 minutes or so, but now I am not tired! Sore, though.

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