What is going on?
Is it full moon? I had another bad dream last night. I dreamt that
mum was here and everything was going wrong. I spoke Swedish and she
only English and we could not understand each other. We kept missing
our clues and it was bad. As if we were strangers in the same house,
but could not see each other. This time I told Owe about it. He
listened to me. That was enough. He did not try to analyse it, which
was good. And unusal.I am going to write a list, the things I want to
do with mum, the sight seeing, and also some topics I want to talk to
her about. But I do not want to force it. It is supposed to be a
positive experience for her. Owe thinks it is a good idea to have me
structure and plan the visit. Of course it all depends on her, and
the weather, and …
We had fun today,
it was a little sunny and we played in the garden. We built a
snowman, it is down by the shore. That way the birds do not get
scared of it when they come to feed on our terrace. We even had a
snowball fight. At one point Owe had me in the snow and we were there
kissing for some time, until I mentioned I am getting cold. I like
kissing him. I was getting hard. Shame we were outside! I enjoyed the
feeling of getting hard in my belt. To be honest, sometimes I try to
stimulate myself with my plug, to get that feeling. Then I know what
it is there for. Of course I should not do that. My sexual pleasure
is for Master to determine. But I never get far anyway.
Master and I went
to take the dogs out again, this time they were quite happy to come
out. Our neighbor thinks she will be ok to do it this afternoon.
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