A normal day

Today was a slow day. Master had to go to work. I woke him up after I did yoga – in the living room. Mum was told about our schedule. She is adjusting to the time change. We had breakfast together after Owe left and then I had to clean myself. I have given Mum one of my books about Swedish history, she read that. Then I went to the gym and she met with Ingrid. We thought as they are in the same age range, they would get on. They have lived very different lives, are very different personalities, but Ingrid will be able to answer a lot of questions Mum will not dare to ask us. They got on well. We went to the Center for lunch, and Sabine joined us. Mum said later to me she understands that we are friends, Sabine reminded her of Lizzie. A free spirit. That is why I do not understand how Lizzie ended up with that group of old fashioned religious nuts. But I can understand how one can fall for a charismatic person and totally change your life because one thinks one loves that person. Well, I loved Robert and he loved me, and of course there were Barbara and Erik as well, whom I loved, still love. I met Lizzie's bloke only a few times, he dropped her off and picked her up again when we met. Decent of him that he did not want to check me out. Funny, they never got married. I believe they had a ceremony within their group, but never anything “legal”. I never warmed to him. Lizzie and I never spoke about our parents. I do not know if she told them that she saw me. I should ask Mum about it. We did not talk much about her in November, it was too painful.

Sabine and I went to a yoga session at the Center and Mum had a look around the shops. We came home and she went to have a nap. She was trying very hard, but the time change and her messed up sleeping caught up with her. She told me to wake her after an hour. I had told her that Owe likes to have some time when he comes home from work, and to leave him alone. I heard her get up before the hour was up, and she stayed upstairs. She came down about 30 minutes after Owe had come home. He was actually ok, he had had a boring day at work and he was glad to see me and he made the most of having me to himself. Wow, if having my Mum around makes him so possessive and horny, maybe she should come more often! I am not usually so much into being very physical, but it was nice. He sat outside, just then we had a sunny spot in the patio. I brought out his drink and he pulled me onto his lap. God, I wished we had had the chance for sex!

I had made meatballs for dinner, and Mum confessed she had them before, at an Ikea store in the USA. Wow, her and Dad had gone to a shop like that? They did not buy anything. Although Mum had had the rest in the afternoon, she went to bed quite soon after dinner. She had not slept earlier. I did go to bed quite early as well, I find it quite tiring. I am somehow on edge all the time.