So, today I woke
Master, we had time for a quickie (for him). I did yoga after a 2 day
break, and I do notice it! I had breakfast at leisure with mum, she
was excited about meeting Ingrid. They have my credit card and Ingrid
will buy something for herself if she finds something. Otherwise we
will sort it later. I went to the gym. I stayed in town with my
packed lunch. I went to the library to kill some time. Then I went to
yoga. It was only a small group, being straight after Easter. Of
course the kids are still on holiday. We had discussed cancelling,
but quite a few had expressed to have the opportunity to come. I came
to the center with Sabine and did my usual kitchen duty. Master
wanted to go to the gym after work and we kept him a meal, as often.
I am really glad we are able to do that. Of course he pays for it! We
had our usual time alone right before the session, just catching up.
Being together. Mum had called me twice, once to make sure I was ok
to pay for their boozy lunch, and then a shop was not happy for her
to have someone else's card, so I had to give consent.
She waited up for
us. She wanted to explain I can expect quite a bill. Although she
paid for some items as well. She was praising Ingrid. We will have to
send the clothes on to her, she cannot fit it all into her suitcase.
This morning I had
trouble to convince Master to get up. I think he was dreaming
something. So he was a bit late. Mum slept a bit longer this morning.
As I had to clean myself, I had breakfast by myself. We went to
Upsalla today. I have not been there before either and Master had
said it was nice there. His boarding school was near there and he
spent quite some time there with his friends at the weekends, to hang
out. Mum read my book while she waited for me. I really felt it this
week, what an inconvenience my stoma can be. I had to keep myself
from rushing. I can easily injure myself if I rush.
It was a nice
sunny day and we sat in the park for quite some time with a drink and
talked. We talked about her being a widow. About losing Lizzie. About
me losing Robert. About me and Owe. We were still talking on the
train home! But it was good. All week we had avoided it, and finally
we were able. It was hard, but it was also a relief. Master was not
at home when we arrived, he had gone to the gym.
We cooked dinner.
After dinner Master wanted to talk to me. Mum was tired anyway and
went upstairs, she really wants to finish the book. I offered she can
take it, but she says she is nearly through. I awaited Master in the
playroom, he had offered to clear up. He fetched me from there and
took me to the bedroom, he wanted to TALK. He had met with his
manager and talked about going back to work part time, along his
lecturing. He wanted to know my opinion. I know that is what he
wants. I will miss him, but I think it will be better. Be “normal”.
He would not do any shifts, unless it is to cover during holiday
times etc. Only four days a week, and less when he is lecturing. He
did not mention how much he would be earning, that is none of my
business. It will be enough.
Of course I gave
him my approval, he has made up his mind anyway. But nice of him to
consult me. We then had a bath together. I am very tired now. The
bath got very physical. Nice. I enjoy being like that with him.
Robert was a sex person, not into cuddling. I did that with Barbara.
And sometimes Erik. Mum and Owe are talking. I am glad she seems to
like him.
I am sad that she
is going soon. We just got into a routine.
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